Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Absence

I guess the first thing I want to say is "I'm Sorry" for the extended absence. I've been trying to figure out my place in this world over the last few months. I've been having some difficulties trying to step away from this because of my wife and children but I just can't seem to do it. There is such commraderie here in this "community" that I have never experienced before and it's kind of addictive. Once you have it, you can't seem to let go.
I wish that I would have made different decisions as a young man but unforunately I did not. I just hope that you all will continue to let me be a part of your group as I watch from the closet door. More to come later.

Love Jayson


  1. It's good to see you back. We're hardly going to tell you to go away because you aren't out dude. It's one of the beauties of our little corner of the internets. We'll support you regardless of whether you're out or not, because we've all been in the closet and we know how lonely it is in there. And we understand that for some people coming out just isn't practical, or it's sometimes even not a safe thing to do. If you were to decide to come out, we'll be here cheering you on, but we understand that it's your decision if, or when it happens.

    Also, don't forget you aren't the only one here in your situation.

  2. Nice to see you back again :-)
    Don't be a stranger

  3. What Tombi04 said.

    I'm one of those people who believe that being out would cause too much trouble, basically screw up my life. So I totally sympathize with your staying in the closet.

  4. Hey buddy glad you made it back to be with us. Don't worry - everyone here accepts you however you are, whatever your situation, and I'm sure everyone offers their support and understanding.
    As G said, don't be a stranger!


  5. Hey there glad you are back, I understand completely how you feel, as I am in much the same position. ie married/children. Any time you need to talk just let me know. This is my blog or you can email me at, LOVE AND HUGS


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