I guess the first thing I want to say is "I'm Sorry" for the extended absence. I've been trying to figure out my place in this world over the last few months. I've been having some difficulties trying to step away from this because of my wife and children but I just can't seem to do it. There is such commraderie here in this "community" that I have never experienced before and it's kind of addictive. Once you have it, you can't seem to let go.
I wish that I would have made different decisions as a young man but unforunately I did not. I just hope that you all will continue to let me be a part of your group as I watch from the closet door. More to come later.