Time for a Break

As i sit down here to compose this post, many things come to mind. The first thing that comes to mind is the reason I started blogging in the first place which was to meet new and interesting people that I could interact with and be myself. To that extent, I have succeeded. However, somewhere along this journey that I have taken, I found mysself wanting more than just online friends.
I know that many of you that are out here in blogland have experienced similar situations and so you know where I'm coming from. I have spent the last several days trying to come to grip with the fact that at my age and body type and the fact that I'm currently married with children will no doubt put me out to pasture as far as ever eing able to have a true relationship filled with compassion and love that so many of us desire.
I would also like to take this oppurtunity to thank the 21 followers that I do have who found my writings to date interesting enough to want to follow me. My thoughts and prayers go out to Landyn, who is currently struggling with parents, housing, schooling, and basically just survival. My good friend Deadwing, who has taken the first step to freedom by coming out to his family and close friends at work, but who still struggles with trying to find a companion to spend the rest of his life with.
Bob, with whom I have met with and conversed with personally, you are the greatest friend and ally that a gay man could ever have. Keep up the good work. Mirrorboy, who has had his own share of problems that come his way, and at the tender age of 16, manages to hold this little community together. There are several more of you out here who I haven't mentioned by name but please know that I think of you every day.
I hope that one day, we can all live as equals, here in the human race. I will continue to read your blogs and follow your lives as much as you allow me to but for the time being, I'm going to put mine on hold until I can figure out what I want to do with it.

Forever Alone,
Jayson

Hallo

I've been meanng to post some pics but just haven't gotten around to it yet. Just to update you on a few things, my glasses broke a few days ago while I was iin Atlanta,GA so I had to order a new pair which will be in on 24 July so I will be back in Atlanta at that time.
Until then my new theme song will be "Sunglasses at Night" by Corey Hart since i'll be sporting my Rx sunglasses for the next 8 days until the new ones arrive.
As for the move to Ohio, we are pretty much finished with that. I hoe that this post finds you all doing well in your individual endeavors and that you know that I love each and every one of you. Until next time.

Your Friend,
Jayson

Happy Birthday to Me

Oops. Forgot to mention that yesterday but It's my birthday today. I was almost a firework. Some might say I still am. LOL. I'm not sure if that's a goood thing or a bad thing.
Anywho, that's all for now. All of my friends here in the US have a happy 4th of July and drive responsibly.

Where I Blog From

Well Folks, this is where I blog from.
Also, Mr. HCI had a question as to why it takes so long for 18 wheelers to pass each other. The answer is that at any given time we weigh between 70,000 to 80,000 lbs and the average 4 wheeler weighs anywhere from 2000 to 3000 lbs. More to come later.