Moving and Stressing

Good Evening everyone. Just wanted to let you know that I'll be moving from Utah to Ohio at the end of this month.
On a heavier note, I just want to be loved. :(
It's with a heavy heart and sadness that I watch so many of you go through your trials and tribulations, whether it is alone without the support of your family and friends in real life, or if you just have those of us here in blogland.
Since I began reading blogs and then started one of my own, I have felt like I have become a part of a huge loving family. The feeling is almost indescribable.
On another note, I have a friend, a very good friend, whom I've had feelings for quite some time and he called me this week to tell me that he had some kind of minor stroke. I felt crushed. I wanted so bad to tell hime that I loved him and that I would be on the next plane home to be with him and care for him. I just couldn't do it. I cried, hell I'm still crying as I write this post just thinking about him. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. If something happens to him, I;m not sure if I'll be able to go on. I miss him.